Monday, August 4, 2008

FIRE (hearts are for hospitals)








this square was drawn by rene k at the height of our relationship, i'd say. i put it by the hospital's emergency department because of the memories held within it. my first ex worked in there, and is now a nurse in tucson; rene and i were in there for a car-totaling accident; i bawled my eyes out there this summer as i took in a sick friend who also used to work at the hospital. i reflected upon all this, as well, when i just visited a friend who had surgery there about a week ago. i rode in the rain up to the hospital and knew i'd post this square here, and knew that same rain would knock it down after too long. but i'm ok with that. the square reads:

"MURKY - LABORIOUS - GUILT-RIDDEN - DECEITFUL - MANIPULATIVE - STICKY - EXHAUSTING - MASOCHISTIC - OVERWHELMING - STUPID - CLICHE - TEDIOUS - AMAZING - SMOOTH - COMFORTING - DELICIOUS - WARM - AFFIRMING - INVIGORATING - SWEET - PERFECT - SENSUAL - OPEN - UNABASHED - VULNERABLE - SECURE - PASSIONATE - EYES - SHAMELESS - SWEATY - WONDERFUL - BRAZEN - HAPPY - ADORING - ACCEPTING - BEAUTIFUL - NAKED - DIVINE - SIMPLE - INFINITE - TANGY - YOU - ME - BLESSED - DAMNED - LIMITLESS - REBORN - SAFE - ADVENTUROUS - PURE - SEXY - UNBELIEVABLE - BREATHY - ALL-ENCOMPASSING - THIS - IS - LOVE - - - - - - - - - - -"

3 comments:

Unknown said...
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matthew said...

previous post (from rene):

"that square wasn't even ever on the wall, it was actually private, and personal, and now cheapened."

Rebuttal:

it actually was on the wall the whole time. i took it off the middle of the wall 2 weeks ago. whatever is personal between us has already been cheapened by both of us, regardless of square posting. thanks for your input!

(really didn't mean for this to be a forum for drama, but had to do that. let's keep it clean from now on...)

Unknown said...

you don't want the drama?
I second-guessed bringing stupid shit up, and removed my post, but you felt the need to repost it, just so you could argue with me.
conclusion:
I don't actually care, don't invite me to read your blogs anymore.